i had pass my first 2 night of attachment peacefully.. till the third night... this bed 35 roar.... his bed is by the window.. so at night u can actually see the ppl from other ward or ur own reflection.. i was happily attending to the other patient in the same cubicle and he suddenly called me..
bed35: nurse ar nurse
me: yesh?
bed 35: (in chinese) pointing outside the window.. outside like gt ppl looking at me leh.. ( in the most eerie tone)
me: (heartbeatout of control) HUH?! what u say?
and he repeat himself same way same tone..
me: ahha.. u wait ar... ( find sos)
i went to find my nurse to help.. coz they more experience ma.. who knows i tell them they all also scare la.. (- -) in the end 3 of us stand at the end of the cubicle thinking wad to do huh..(holding hand somemore) coz by then the patient is sitting up looking out of the window liao.. imagine the whole place is in darkness only a small dim light at the centre of the room..and u gt this patient in the middle of the night not sleeping thinking got ppl looking at him..

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1:22 PM

oh gosh~
exhausted to the max..
i m currently having time/date/day lag..
i spend my first night shift by doing all the sai gang.. ( take vital sign, hypocount,give medication, answer call bell)
at the being of the shift.. it was still alright coz my patient are still awake n some relative are still around.. after i took my break and back.. its past mid night.. i think i have think too much.. feel eerie la..
firstly i m afraid of dark.. secondly i m afraid of ghost.. hai~ 2 more nights to go..
i was telling one of my close patient.. a.. i scare of dark la... then she said u wan a head light? those that ppl use for mountain climbing... (- -'') not funny ar~
to make it worst.. my staff nurse tell my ghost stories of other ward.. =s
by then the time is about 1am plus and just after she finish her story.. the call bell from the toilet rang la.. argh~ i m tink.. i din bring any patient to the toilet wad.. my staff nurses are all here.. =x then they give me a.. (0.0)? face.. i was.. ha.. must i answer the call bell? no choice lo..
but its my patient in the toilet la..


haha.. i just realise my previous n previous previous entry are of the same topic.. lol*

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2:38 PM

i realised there is mould growing on my blog already.. lol*

last friday went top one ktv with baby n his fren for birthday celebration.. lol.. din know singing duo with another guy (soon yong) that u always fight with the feeling is so gross out.. lol... haha.. goosebumps all over.. we sang ai de zhu xuan li.. then now right whenever i heard this song.. i just wan to laugh.. and i was telling him.. i feel like vomitting.. haha... guess wad.. birthday boy's gf din buy cake for him on his birthday.. we tot she will.. then in the end past mid night.. a.. how come so not like a birthday celebration.. like a normal hang out.. then we went to hunt for a cake for him middle of the night.. (- -") get it from a hotel.. the one at bugis.. cant remember wad is the name of the hotel.. tiramisu.. (a slice) guess how much it is.. $18 wa.. more atas than Fullerton.. my tian~

then on sat..
the b**** from cocoa tree cause trouble again.. this time round victim (weilin) just after work.. i m not going to elaborate coz its just a typical ah lian.. i was asking weilin din it walk backstroke again? then weilin say yaya.. haha..then weilin was saying that the it bf wan to stop her but cannot.. come on.. who can man.. it is so fat.. somemore the bf like bamboo.. heh* report police again..it just don't have brain to think.. naive..
so to conclude.. it is now out of taka out of cocoa tree.. see la.. give her face dont wan face..
that afternoon i was at taka.. i just told weilin.. i m just waiting for it to action onli.. who knows so fast.. haha.. AH BEN
i m vengeful oki.. *beware*
but i just gt the feeling the whole thing won't end just like that...
'it' refering to the b****
stepping onto avril's head she must be tired of living.. MUAHAHAHA.. (evil)

T.T
today night shift for the first time in my nursing life.. scare* i scare ghost... =x


1 week to our 1 year anniversary... LOVE

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12:28 PM